In a car conversation few weeks back, I was curious and ask him the occupation of his friend's wife. He kept on silent and told me none of his friend's wife are working.
I was surprised and kept on thinking. Oh my godness! What I have done. Why am I being so selfish? Why am I not like the other pilot's wife?
Since that day, I made of my mind quitting my job. I just had 3.5 years working experience as civil engineer. I enjoyed every details of my occupation. I have learned a lots to design and supervise some of the buildings and bridges project.
My goal is to be a professional engineer, Ir. Siti Aminah before the age of 30. In fact, right now i am pursuing my master in Structure to gain and sharpen my knowledge.
He to be honest didn't want me to quit my job now. Maybe after I get pregnant?
I have a mixed feeling. The most ultimate feeling when i feel that we aren't connecting to each other like before keep on apart. Should i be jealous when I saw he texted a girl in front of me just to say he won a medal? Instead of me why her? Is this a sign also?
